anger..

my head is aching hard and eyes are swelling up that goes direct to my brain nerves and indirectly hurts my emotions. today, office was fun, was in the mood to work like a professional. I been doing many errors for the past week and today i completed off all my task. Probably because i got a new look n got some good comments from my direct managers...u c, i can get easily flattered when someone praises me and can get emotionally hurt when someone calls me a dark chocolate(i am brown, so what??!!!, huh...!)
College wasnt so amazing as our resluts for the quizes had been published today. I got really less grades. frankly, i have lost my concentration power and motivation skills to boost my energy to study.
Next week onwards, mid exams are commencing and i am not gonna allow myself to get less than 90 for all the 4 subjects...n i need it to happen through hard work.

There are just very few people who have the right to enter my heart and once they are in, they have the whole right to all my things. One person who indirectly owns me never makes use of me and finally he asked me for something..i was more than happy to do what he asked for but then he says he would return back the help in two days...!! is it that i aint expressive enough for them to read my mind or do i look coward??

my head is aching really bad now. i think its time to doze off and get ready for another day and then its weekend again!!!