a new day, a new month, time is running!!

May 01, 2009
Woow...a new day begun, a new month, its the 5th month of 2009...time is running of so fast and i have no idea where it will take me in 2010. The past 4 months was filled with happiness, moments, surprises, sadness, shock, loved, special and lonely.

my current mood is norMAL...hehe..i feel normal...woke up early *8.30* and was left alone coz my rents went shopping. I did wanted to stay alone for some time and relax..had a great shower disturbing my neighbors with my most melodious voice signing ragas...lol

i did take some snaps and for the first time i felt posing for pics is so hard and to lead a model's life wud be so hard...but that doesnt mean i wont work it out.

ppl can dream..and so i am dreaming to make it big one day in fashion industry with my popping tummy, man-holed face, wormy hair and ant eyes..but sometimes i feel ia m the BEST!!

yesterday, my sis celebrated her 4th wedding anniversary...congrats to the couples...they are still working on their relationship...frankly its so not possible by me coz i am never blessed to have some1 i love the most for not more than a year..so i have lost hope in building a long term relationship and thats one defect in me. when i loose that special some1 it just tears me apart. wish i can take a magic journey. a journey to the universe :)

sometimes i can also be a bomb shell...and i feel so dry..i wanna pamper myself.

i am not sure what all are waiting for me this month, but lets just hope for the best.

I need a change soon...a CHANGE!!!